the march...is it beginning or ending?

So the month of march is almost gone. What a fucking month. I sit here wondering where I have been and where I am going? I have been through hell lately. Some of it is self-imposed and some of it has been lingering around, taunting me, for a very long time. I am finally ready to face my demons. I am ready to fight for my life and the family I have been so blessed to have. I am ready to create a cocoon, if you will, of unconditional love....and that, in many ways, is completely new to me.